Saturday, April 30, 2011
I am Alone & I don’t know why?
In some situations in our life we don’t wanna anybody to be with us… rather we wanna face those situations alone. Loneliness sometimes gives better feeling than happiness..!! But it’s not the case with me … for me it is now an unpleasant feeling in which I am experiencing a strong sense of emptiness and solitude.
There is no reason for me to feel like this, having a nice job, living in a very nice place of earth with two of my colleagues, having everything what I need, having a lot of time to spend with them, having a lot of people to talk, having my laptop with me filled with my fav movies & songs including internet connection with account in all common networking sites like facebook with more than 350 frnds to talk to chat to comment to fight to like to watch and many more. Still I am alone … and I don’t know why?
Why I am empty, why only one person becomes everything for you, why without that one you turn to an empty body …???
I don’t wanna cry, I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna fly, I just don’t wanna do anything, I just sad like Unfinished Stories L. Someone said that “The grand essentials of happiness are: Something to do, something to love and something to hope for.” I have nothing to do, no one to love and nothing to hope for but I know it’s not possible to sit doing nothing.
“We can try to avoid making choices by doing nothing, but even that is a decision.” – Garry Colllins.
That’s why I choose to do blogging… and finally I must have to learn to let go and be free because life doesn’t wait for any one it goes on, it’s all about life.and Still I am alone … ?
मैं खता हूँ रात भर होता रहा हूँ इस क्षितिज पर इक सुहागन बन धरा उतरी जो आँगन तोड़कर तारों से इस पर मैं दुआ बोता रहा हूँ ...