Saturday, April 30, 2011

I am Alone & I don’t know why?

Emptiness, Loneliness

In some situations in our life we don’t wanna anybody to be with us… rather we wanna face those situations alone. Loneliness sometimes gives better feeling than happiness..!! But it’s not the case with me … for me it is now an unpleasant feeling in which I am experiencing a strong sense of emptiness and solitude.

There is no reason for me to feel like this, having a nice job, living in a very nice place of earth with two of my colleagues, having everything what I need, having a lot of time to spend with them, having a lot of people to talk, having my laptop with me filled with my fav movies & songs including internet connection with account in all common networking sites like facebook with more than 350 frnds to talk to chat to comment to fight to like to watch and many more. Still I am alone … and I don’t know why?
Why I am empty, why only one person becomes everything for you, why without that one you turn to an empty body …???
I don’t wanna cry, I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna fly, I just don’t wanna do anything, I just sad like Unfinished Stories L. Someone said that “The grand essentials of happiness are: Something to do, something to love and something to hope for.” I have nothing to do, no one to love and nothing to hope for but I know it’s not possible to sit doing nothing.
We can try to avoid making choices by doing nothing, but even that is a decision.” – Garry Colllins.
That’s why I choose to do blogging… and finally I must have to learn to let go and be free because life doesn’t wait for any one it goes on, it’s all about life.
and Still I am alone … ?

Friday, April 29, 2011

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

राजा हरिश्चन्द्र का सतयुग

           तारा (राजा हरिश्चन्द्र की पत्नी) भटकती रही दर-दर अपने बेटे रोह्ताश्व का शव लिये उस महान युग के महान लोगो के पास ना
 तो इतनी दया थी कि उस बेचारी को कोइ प्रस्रय देता और ना ही इतना धन की उसे कुछ सहारा ही देता । वाह रे सतयुग और उसके सतयुगी । क्या समय था कि लोग उस समय भी बिकते थे और कलयुग मे भी । राजा ने बेच दिया अपनी पत्नी और अपने मासूम बेटे को और फिर स्वं को, सतयुगी जनमानस ने उन्हे खरीद भी लिया । प्रारम्भ से देखे तो कैसे तपस्वी ॠषि थे जिन्होने एक योग्य प्रजाबत्सल आदर्श राजा से राज्य ले लिया, क्यूँ ? नही समझ आता इस मानव मष्तिष्क को । क्या करना था उन्हे इस राज्य का ?

          ज़बकि हमने तो बचपन मे पढ़ा था कि युग चार हुआ करते हैं, सबसे पहले सतयुग (अदर्श युग) जहाँ राजा भी आदर्श और प्रजा भी , फिर आता है भगवान राम का त्रेतायुग (मर्यादापुरुषोत्तम का युग), फिर द्वापरयुग (भगवान कृष्ण) और अन्त मे हमारा कलयुग ।

          वाह रे अदर्श युग जहा लोगो के मन मे इतना दया भाव न था जो भट्कती बेसहारा एक माँ को किसी ने सहारा देने कि जरुरत नही समझी । ये सत्य क युग था या दसता का युग ? अगर उस समय भी मनुष्य के क्रय विक्रय का आम रिवाज था तो क्या अन्तर रह गया उस सत्य के युग मे और मुगलकालीन कलयुग मे ?
कोइ बतायेगा मुझे कि कि कैसा था ये राजा हरिश्चन्द्र का सतयुग ?

                    reference -- गान्धी बेनकाब : हंसराज रहबर
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Monday, April 18, 2011


Everything which is hundred percent free does not have any value for people.
                                                                      -- With reference to the story : By Sudha Murty

         Some days before I was reading a novel named 'The Old Man & His God': a collection of few short stories by Sudha Murty. In that novel I got a story with the same name as our topic. She had written about two incidents of her life in that story with conclusion that anything which is hundred percent free for someone has value nothing. While reading that story I reminded one incident that happen to me in a Sunday during my Infosys training days.
          I was watching TV in my room with a cup of coffee, of course made by myself. I heard a knock at my door , I just responded with 'coming' and started the process to get open the door. I was thinking it may possible there is my new friend from south come for getting some help in C language.During this I heard the sound of opening my door from outside, I got there must be housekeeping boy who can open my room. I rolled back the process of opening the door in order to get back myself in my comfort zone. He came in and after exchanging a smile with hello he started his daily work. After completion he again turned to me for getting permission for leave. I turned to him with thank you , then get back to my focus on TV screen. I was assuming that he would leave now, just after 2-3 seconds I realized that I was wrong he is still there. I turned to him with thought might he want to share something to me. As he got my attention he started to convince me that he need some 200 bucks with promise that he would return it to me when he would get his salary.
At that time I have some money in my pocket, I smiled and got a 500 bucks note for him as I had not had change of that. He expressed his gratitude and left the room. After few minutes he was again in front of me with 300 bucks, That is quite good to see him again , but I was not thinking about this ,so I surprised a little. I asked him have all of the money if he needed that. Now he looked more happy to me. He thanked me again and leave the room.

In the very next day , evening I read that story from that novel. It recalled last day event to me , it may possible or I believe it would be that the boy will not degrade the value of money from his mind as he got it for free at his need.

But I was thinking I should not give him the extra money, just giving 200 was enough for him since I believe in that 'One must learn from one's experiences for getting progress in life as well as one should learn from others experiences for getting some speed in order to progress'.

Finally Sudha was right. How that smart lady can be wrong.Now I realise that  it was my fault.

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Does u know the meaning of Independence ?

Hamara Tiranga

                How the Topic is ? Everyone knows yaar. But i forgot the meaning of independence only on that particular day itself which is just the DAY OF OUR INDEPENDENCE.
        I am talking about last 15th of august of 2010. I was thinking that this was just a normal Sunday , for the rest and entertainment only. After leaving bed at late morning, I was planning to visit somewhere with friends. I even didn't try to get the speech of our Honorable Prime Minister.
        I could remember the days of my school & college. In these national functions, I usually was one of operational students of my school as the commander of my NCC troupe. In festival days I was the second most important student for handling them successfully.
        But last independence day I spent like a normal Sunday. I really hate myself when thinking about this irresponsible behavior towards my country, towards the people who fought for us. I was well aware of this that Mysore campus was organizing the function with drill of security guards and sweets distribution. I could attend that function at-least, but I didn't.

         I am sorry for my ill behavior, I can't say anything about the people who not attended any function anywhere, since i had not. But I just want to say the same thing to them.We must have to think about this, how can we forget the value of this gift of freedom.

Note : It does mean that the only thing we can do for our country.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

An Institute: Which produces true human being.

हमारा ध्येय वाक्य : 
"प्रचंड तेजोमय शारीरिक बल, प्रबल आत्मविश्वास युक्त बौद्धिक क्षमता एवं निस्सीम भाव सम्पना मनः शक्ति का अर्जन कर अपने जीवन को निस्पृह भाव से भारत माता के चरणों में अर्पित करना ही हमारा परम शाध्य है"
Deen Dayal Vidyalaya

                      Deen Dayal Vidyalaya was founded in 1970 with the vision that the ideas and examples set forth by Pt.Deendayal Upadhyaya remain alive and continue to inspire the coming generations located in Kanpur, Uttar Pradesh , Bharat.
The school is partly residential, where 270 out of total 900 students stay at the campus. Apart from excelling in academics, the goal is that the students pass out as cultured and responsible human beings and leave an ever lasting impression on the society they live in.

Source of Inspiration: Mahaveer Hanuman ji.
        Known also as Anjaneya, Maruti, Pavanputra, Anjaniputra, Bajrang Bali and Hanumat. Hanuman, in one interpretation, is the incarnation or reflection of Shiva. Other interpretations, such as that of Dvaita, consider Hanuman to be the son of, or a manifestation of Vayu, god of wind.


         He is one of the seven Chiranjivis. He was the only learned scholar who knew the nine yakaranas. He learnt the Sastras from the sun-god. He was the wisest of the wise, strongest of the strong and bravest of the brave. He was the Sakti of Rudra. He who meditates on him and repeats his name attains power, strength, glory, prosperity and success in life.

Shri Om Shakar Ji Tripathi

Our Guru: I don’t have any ability to describe him. He is the person having a great intellectual mind. I am one of those lucky students who got chance to saw him and listen him with lot of his blessings for my seven years.

Anyone can check his blogs:

School Contact Information:
                          Deen Dayal Upadhyaya Sanatan Dharm Vidyalaya, Nawabganj, Kanpur-208002

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Waste of Living ...

Can Any one guess what i wanna say .....???
I am talking about resources , natural resources. All of you better known about lack of these resources whether it is sweet water, grains or other resources like petrol. Problem is people never think about it when they can easily access those resources. May be they think that if they are paying for it which means they can use it in any way whether use it or misuse it. Same situation arrives when we talk about grains.
If any one can easily afford it ,they assume that they have all rights to use it or misuse it. They forget about the fact that " MONEY IS YOURS BUT RESOURCES BELONG TO THE SOCIETY. THERE ARE MANY OTHERS IN THE WORLD WHO ARE FACING SHORTAGE OF RESOURCES. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO WASTE RESOURCES."
How can any one waste as much of food, quantity is quite enough to feed one at a time.
There is no reason as well as no right to waste any resource irrespective of you can afford it or not. You have to do your best attempt to proper use of any resource. It doesn't mean if u tried & not manage to use it properly you should get punishment. Its just ensuring the best use of all things you can access to ensure its availability the most of living being.
They can't digest it but a mouse can
People through the border of ROTIES just because it is not properly heated at the borders. May be they think about eating those part not good for their health or they can not digest it , a little mouse can but they as human being can't and they never think about many others who are not able to afford food once in a day.
In 2009 NGO warns of food shortage in India  :# India is now entering a period of severe food vulnerability, said Jayakumar Christian, World Vision’s national director in India. “We are seeing our development work set back by years. ”
Now we really need to wakeup, we have to move upwards from just thinking about taste of out tongue. You can choose what you want to eat , but you must  finish it to the end, its your moral duty towards your society.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Enjoy life. This is not a dress rehearsal

The Condition of our Villages
                "Enjoy life. This is not a dress rehearsal”  : Most people do most of the things for showing others, you know most people spends a lots of money which is not even earned by them , not for their happiness ,they spend that money  for showing the people who not even care about them , actually they also don't like them still they spend for showing them.

Enjoy Every Moment


Shining Cities

          You have to find happiness(may be in small amount) in every moment of your life, it is the best way of living your life as well doing your job for which GOD has sent you on this earth. You have to take responsibility of your all and every action , its not a take-retake going on. Its not a rehearsal. Every moment whether it is positive or negative brings some sort of useful experience for you. Actually who are you to decide it is positive or negative , you can just feel positive or negative according to your perception And we can't stuck with it , we have to move for getting some more experience.

    You must have enjoy and feel for getting all from it, every moment of your life because every moment is unique having some specialties , having some unique experience with it.

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